Tuesday, November 10, 2009 9:25 AM

⇨ LOVE

idk why i feel this way .
idk why i feel weird when im attached .
is it because im use to be single ?
yeah . mayb that .
it is not that i dont want to have a bf .
this relationship thingy makes me scared .
scared of being hurt .
thats why i said to my friends , having bf it just wasting my time .
im happy when im single .
but now . kite aru 2 hari mataair . and today we fought .
hes so buzy . we know we both dont have time for each other .
im working , hes not . if not , its the other way round .
woudlnt you feel sad ? haizz .
yest we were suppose to talk on the phone .
when i ask him to call my home , he said he need to call his friend .
idk why he seem so bz .
biler i majok abes , he said , you asik majok aje . k lah bye .
he said that because i said i dont want to disturb him seem he is so bz .
then he said , confirm ? then i said , yelah , limit2 i tertdo tunggu kan you .
before that , he ask me to call at 1 am . then it was 1240am .
and i msg him telling lambatnye kol satu .
he said kol byk2 uh . then he said he was bz , thats when i cant wait alrdy .
now , whatever i msg him , he will reply kk only .
so i msg him just now , i wont msg you since you want to reply that way .
im not going to msg him .
i can be happy without him .
i just hate being in relationship . oh god . help me .