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haircut.

2010-08-29T13:38:00.002+08:00

Long Hair.

Short hair.

To nadd, ni rambut pendek aku.

not so pendek like yours lah, but to me its short.

okay tak this haircut?

school starting tomorrow.

i wonder hows the guys in my class.

2 more weeks to hari raya.

you guys bought your baju kurung/kebaye alrdy?

should be yes lah eh.

i havent, mayb buying black or brown.

and high heels too. cant forget that.

nadd, this yr ade bikin kueh tak?

finally letting you go:(

2010-08-25T11:36:00.002+08:00

after for keeping you for 2yrs, i finally let you go.
i keep you until you are spoilt.
seeing you leaving, it almost make me cry.
but i have to be strong.
i didnt take care of you.
its better if i let you go.
now my hair is short. if you guys wanna know, im was talking about my hair.
i finally trim and layered it, yest with my ex lil sister.
when i look at her, shes like my cousing sister. NADIRA.
its just shes 15, nadira 14. no diff. one year older/younger.
when i tie my hair, it feels so diff.
feel so short.
haha. my hair was too long and spoilt alrdy.
and i dont feel comfortable, because of the dryness.
my cousin told me, buy the hair syrum.
its like conditioner. haiyoo.
today gonna stay at home i guess.
to all muslim and muslimah, selamat hari raya in advance.
2 more weeks.

I hope what you say is what you mean.

2010-08-17T06:01:00.006+08:00

yest i was chatting with ahnn.

the guy who i met once at tamp.

the guy who i love before.

and hes my lil cousin classmate.

what a small world.

his friend is my schmate. very2 small world.

while we were chatting, suddenly he ask me,

"do you still love me?"

then i ask him back, you love me ke?

then he ask yes. when i told i love him that time, actually he do love me,

but he said, somthing holding him back.

he have always love me.

i still have feelings for him. but sometimes, when that person didnt accept your love.

you tend to let it go.

but when it cames back, im sure the feeling will come back unless, the guy hurt you so much.

but i told him, i will still love that person, i dont care whether he had hurt me in the past.

he told me, he will make me happy.

i dont think he promise it.

but its better if he dont promise.

promise2 tak bley percaye.

i just hope what he say, he really mean it.

i really hope.

im too late:(

2010-08-14T03:58:00.002+08:00

i guess i was late to choose you to be as part of my life.
got to know on 13th August 2010, you attached.
yeah i know, when you love me that time that was 2mths ago.
i didnt show anything towards you.
i was scared. thats why i close my heart.
if we meet abit early, im sure i get to choose you.
i wont love you if not for my hp which was stolen.
almost 4 weeks didnt msg you, when i saw you at cityhall, suddenly i was so happy.
that feeling called love came to me.
i give my no, but you didnt give yours.
i waited for you msg, and was told that you are attached.
i cried badly. you think this funny. you laugh at me.
i hope you last with your gf. take care jamal.
hajar, hes attached. im too late hajar.

Jodeci - Love U 4 Life

2010-07-23T13:56:00.000+08:00

23 July 2010

2010-07-23T13:55:00.002+08:00

today, class start at 8am.
bath around 6, get ready all that, switch the comp for a while.
finding for the song my sis bf listen yest.
i was so touching song. the song i just post.
msg arep, asking where is he, he told me he at semb.
so i ask him to wait for me at bishan mrt there.
he msg me saying, reaching bishan msg him.
i reach bishan ard, 740 or 745.
saw him, took the mrt, reach macpherson ard 8.
go to class. having practical with mr rahman. haiyoo.
listen to his nonsense all. ye ke kan je lah.
pack up ard 10, went for break at 1030.
went to next class with mr rahman also at 11.
went home at 12. reach home at 1.00.
i wish there were no sch on friday.
wanna rest. so tiring. 4 days practical.
at 2.30 going to lil bro sch, sent his spec and money.
budak kecik ni ade je luper nk bawak.
so lazy uh to go.
i missing that someone so much. i dont know when going to meet again.
pls meet up soon :(
btw happy 3yrs 1mth to Akinadd (:

a date with HAICAL

2010-07-02T10:24:00.002+08:00

suppose to meet haiqal at tamp around 730 .
but he reach 750. so hes 20mins late.
but i reach tamp ard 650 .
so i wait for him around 1 hr .
when i told him i wait around 1 hr .
he ask me how come 1 hr , we suppose to meet at 730 .
and i told him i reach here ard 650.
and he ask , and we suppose to meet what time ?
then i said lah 730, and i told him but still hes late for 20 mins .
so he ask me , wanna go watch movie or play bowling .
then i said anything , he ask me to choose .
im not the one who like to choose2 .
mane2 bleh lah .
so we watch movie at cathay .
dari tamp go buy the tickets at cineleisure .
we watch knight and day . a great movie .
luckily the theatre was not so cold .
so went home ard 1145.
tapi i pity him , he send me back , and he stay bedok .
kan jauh , somemore hes sleepy . aiyoo .
give him a hug and a kiss for sending me home .
actually dier mintak . haha .
but when i hug him , his body make me think of my dearest ex .
AREP . to ain , if you reading this , dont worry lah .
just hugging haical make me think of arep .

2010-06-17T10:00:00.002+08:00

today will be watching karate kid with mum and lil brother .
ard 12 or 1 i will be going out alrdy .
i prefer watching the killers .
hmm . i dont know when gonna watch .
tmr , im going for walk in interview at bossini at tampines mall .
anyone wanna follow ? i ask nadd , but shes say its too far .
memang pon . she stay bukit panjang . terselit .
hmm . i dont have retail experience , but just try .
who knows i get ? ryte ?
i been having bad dreams . haiyoo .
so scary you know . 3 days alrdy wake up ard 4 .
susah lah mcm gini . i want to have good sleep and have a nice dreams .
not like this . ish .

today lesson was just for 1 hr .

2010-06-02T13:57:00.002+08:00

today was suppose to end at 4 . but end up at ard 930 . and we started our class at 830 . 1hr lesson . and no lesson in the afternoon . coz alot of the class is been use by the jan intake . they having exam today . all the best you guys . eventhough its just one hour lesson , at least i have almost finish the test , left the dimension . after that went home straight . when i reach bishan , i take the mrt from there , then theres this guy , he was keep looking at his phone , i guess he was my EX . firdaus . but i guess he didnt notice me . he drop at yck . and a group of ite amk guys took the train . one of them was my junior at secondary sch . SYAFIEE . i hope i spell correctly . aiyoo . hes getting fatter . idk what he ate until become medium size . he was thin when he in secondary. so much diff . reach admiralty , went straight to mac . very hungry . bought hotcakes with sausage . its been so long i didnt eat mac breakfast . reach home ard 11 . watch niyang rapik while eating . it was not so scary , the story bout mystery . the last part was a bit sad . you should watch it . but its better with someone with you . i watch it alone . ryte now , just listening to song , blogging and fb . nth much to do .

2010-05-28T14:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VESAK DAY !
im sure , alots of ppl going out today .
and june holiday for pri and sec has start .
right ?
mine is on 12 jun .
ite mah , haha . but no exam .
my exam starting at 13 sept , another 3 mths plus .

since came back from camp ,
i dont feel too good .
on the last day , while i was sleeping ,
niqo told me my hand was hot , and he check my forehead .
and he said i have fever .
and now my eyes feel pain , pedih .
last time , when i had high fever , my eyes tend to be very pain .
feeling sleepy .
hmm , i hope im not getting high fever .
im thinking of sleeping over at my auntie house .
but im not sure .
mayb in the afternoon im going .
miss my two liitle niece and nephew .
especially then nephew .
so cute and adorable .
geram nye .
eating ferrero rocher (:
happy vesak day again (:

2010-05-21T09:36:00.001+08:00

CHANGE MY SKIN AGAIN !
OKAY TAK PEOPLE ?

2010-05-21T09:16:00.002+08:00

today is 21st may ,
that means , im 19 today .
im 19 alrdy . so fast .
and today got no lesson coz teacher taking mc .
so no sch . yes !
whens your bday , there will be alot2 of msg from friends , stranger , cousin .
am i ryte ?
today is camp day .
need to be in ite tamp by 6 .
but mayb im meeting my senior first , NiQo .
hes my senior in cca , but hes younger than me .
can you imagine ?
i still havent pack for my camp .
alot of things to bring .
and my schmate say , bring luggage .
haha .
will pack ard afternoon , ard 1 or 2 .
nervous lah , coz its my bday ryte .
some of them knw its my bday today .
but one of the senior say , limit2 they will only sing me a bday song .
i hope no tears will roll down .
taknk org tgk me nangis .
im sure my bag will be super heavy .
biasa lah camp .
anyway , to those whose bday is today ,
happy bday to you too guys and girls (:

2010-05-13T02:56:00.002+08:00

change my skin again .
haa .
btw , no more atib[a]yuni eventhough i still love him .
but i dont know bout him .
he seems happy that we are not together .
i can only see that thru facebook .
he says we are not suitable for each other .
we only fight for one day and end up breaking up the next day .
i guess hes just not meant to mine .
had a bad today .
suppose to meet khai after sch .
but end up not meeting .
i finish sch ard 4 . and need to give form to fatin at 5.30
but she reach at 6 .
can you imagine , i was sitting alone at sch , waiting patiently .
and somemore , the whether its hot .
im having camp on 21st may . and is on my bday .
i hope nth happen during the first day of camp .
saya tak suke kene sabo .
really , i dont like it .
you can say whatever you want , its like wasting your money ,
beli tepung , beli telur .
kan buat goreng telur lagi bgs .
sheesh .
ppl are sleeping , here im updating blog .
haha . later ppl complain to me , asking me to update .
before anyone do that , i update first .
haha . have a good sleep everyone (:

just for you

2010-05-06T23:52:00.003+08:00

it been almost a week , i didnt hear your voice .
its friday tmr , and i havent get to meet you .
even i have , we will meet for a while .
we both are hot tempered .
but everytime you are angry , i tend to control my tempered .
i dont want my tempered to spoil our relationship .
i been missing you so much .
only god knows how lonely i am wihout you by my side .
if you ever read this post .
i love you no matter what happen .
i will do anything to make you happy .
even if i have to leave you .
but i wont stop loving you .
do take care of yourself atiba when im not around .
im not leaving you , but we dont know , when our time will come .
ILOVEYOU :(

happy 22nd bday to halim

2010-05-02T08:57:00.003+08:00

time flew really fast .
now is alrdy 2nd day of may .
another 19 more days is my bday .
and it falls on fri .
i hope nothing happens to me .
cause i dont like to be sabo .
once i hit , i get angry easily .
so my classmates , if you do remember , pls dont do it .
you dont want to see me angry .
today is sunday .
i got religious class .
hmm . i dont know whether im meeting bf again today or not .
hes online at facebook , but idk where he went .
yest he fetch me from work .
we chill around my area , for a while only .
eventhough , we meet up , i still miss him so much .
kalao boleh , taknk kasi dier balik .
but he have to go to his friend house .
when he send me back , i watch him from my house .
but he didnt know .
but he will know after he read my blog .
he said to me , im not lazy to change blogskins , but lazy to update .
now i update alrdy kay .
i will update lah , if im not tired .
kadang2 nk update , tapi i dont know what to write .
btw , happy bday to halim yg ke 22 .
all the best in whatever you do .
be strong aite .

2010-04-29T20:17:00.004+08:00

theres another pic . but it look ugly .
the kissing was the best pic . hee .
this pic was taken on the day we are officially together .
ryte dear ?

2010-04-27T14:53:00.001+08:00

~ Hey, whenever I'm left in the cold
Whenever there's pain in my soul
Whenever I'm losing control
And I'm feeling like I'm all alone
Whenever I'm lost and confused
Whenever it's hard to break through
The only thing left I can do
Is run and die
I run to you ... all day
I run to you ... all day
Whenever I think of your face
When everything's going my way
And I'm having one of those days
When everything falls into place
You've always been right by my side
And I trust you with all of my life
If you're ever in need of me I oh
I will run
Cause I run to you ... all day
And I run to you ... all day
Ohohohhh ohohohh oh ohohhh
I run to you
I run to you
I run to youuuuuuu
I run to you ... all day yeahh
i run to you ... all day
I said I run to you ... all day oh
I run to you ... all day, all day~

officially yours

2010-04-27T13:31:00.003+08:00

yest end sch at 3 plus .
so i msg bf i finish ard 3.30 .
im sure he was kelam kabut . btol tak dear ?
haha . he told me if finish just wait him at last cabin .
the mrt is so near the sch .
so i just wait lor . i think he reach ard 4 .
while waiting , listen to song , see ppl , 2 to 3 trains pass alrdy .
finally he reach , ask to sit at the bench dont want .
want to sit where there is no bench .
atiba , atiba . haha .
reach admiralty around 5 . just nice .
then bought cheese fries from kfc . favourite oi .
but he dont like spring onion .
idk why he dont like , the taste its nice , mayb theres smth wrong with his tongue .
sorry eh dear . gurao aje .
so we spend time , crack crap jokes .
i love when he imitate his friend voice . haha .
he send me home . we went home ard 8 plus .
sitting at the void deck for 3 hours .
before we went back , he confess to me smth .
he ask me to be his gf .
as you can see at his blog , theres a pic of us .
and when he confess , i laugh .
not because of what , its very long , when he can simply just ask "would you be my gf "
but he want it sweet , so i dont mind listening to it .
and i accept him . he was so happy .
i will post the pics soon .

THAT GUY

2010-04-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

this guy , hes name is atiba .
theres a meaning in every word .
want to know , go to his blog .
were talking to him just now .
we were happily talking on the phone ,
but something happen that make my heart hurts .
he ask me , why did you ask that question .
i ask him if the afternoon about ,
what if 3 girls like you ? would you be stuck .
i dont remember what he say .
and he ask me back whats the reason asking about this .
then i told him , theres 3 guys like me .
and i dont want to hurt 2 guys .
and he ask me who is the other guy , and i told him its him .
and he said to me , he dont want to stress me up so he backing off .
that what me go quiet . i was crying silently .
telling him that i was okay , im fine .
but he knows im sad .
he said to me , walaupon you bbl mcm biasa .
i can feel that you are down .
i started to love him , but i end up crying again .
after putting down the phone .
i msg him something , then he reply ,
you love me .
but when i msg him diff thing , he didnt reply any of my msg .
lastly i told him i love him .
i thought he will reply . but nope .
i do really love him .
to atiba , i dont mind if you not good looking .
your hearts that matters to me .

what a day !

2010-04-24T08:32:00.002+08:00

yest went to sch with krishna .
since he stay near my area , he said he dont mind giving me a ride .
so we meet ard 820 .
but i alrdy siap2 by 7 plus .
haha . so cpt ryte ?
thats me lah . nnt siap lambt2 kelam kabut pulak .
luckily he was a big size .
senang skit nk hold .
what make me scared is at the expressway .
selit sane sini .
and im scared my leg will hurt any of the vehicles .
scared you know . the jam was terrible .
my leg cramp because riding the bike .
im working at 12 later .
i wanna quit but manager wont let me go .
i got no mood to work alrdy .
im just tired of working in mac alrdy .
mayb cause of working at mac lah , im becoming so sick .
cough , headache , fever , diarhoea .
this all happen after one another .
so how am i going to be healthy ?
haiyoo .

Super high fever i ever have

2010-04-09T09:33:00.002+08:00

yest went to cwp to pay comp installment .
even though i was so sick , i force myself .
but walking very slow .
ppl alrdy having high fever tkkan lah nk jalan cpt2 kan .
and i was alone .
i ask for teman , nobody want to teman .
around 1 plus i went out .
after paying installment , went to polyclinic .
i really have no strength to walk alrdy .
feel like crying only .
my eyes was so pedih seh . somemore having high fever and headache .
register alrdy , take temp , i was so shock , 38.6 .
haa . my no was 0530 .
no starting from 05.. is for those high fever .
i was just finding for seat , when my no been called .
kelam kabut i go to the counter .
when home ard 2 plus or 3 .
luckily it was fast . i dont want to stay that long .
the medicine plus the adult price total 15 dollar .
byk seh ubat .
now i been sneezing since yest non stop .
sakit tao idung .
ryte now im eating porridge from kfc , anyone want some ?
haha .
i bet most of you are still at sch .
take care ppl .

HAF FUN WITH ZUL

2010-04-07T09:22:00.003+08:00

yest meet zul around 1 plus .
then took 965 to yishun and change to 812 .
went to yishun safra to play bowling .
gerek , tapi tak puas hati .
2 game still not enuf for me .
haha .
next time lah . must bring alot2 of money .
play 4 games . haha .
i told zul , every week uh play bowling .
but im not working like always , so wont have money .
when i check my pay yest , wth , i get 100 plus only .
haiyoo . now left how much also i dont know .
cause yest i took out 80 . and 80 finish yest .
haha . i bought 2 dress . for my sis . her bday coming soon . on the 11th .
and i bought shoe for sch . 15.90 . ok lah tu .
just to find shoes shop , we turn2 until my leg weak alrdy .
after we chill at starbuck , and thats my second time .
i prefer mccafe than starbucks . my fav is double chocolate . woohoo .
and i drink dark mocha yest . ok lah . bleh tahan lah .
around 8 plus then we go home .
reach home ard 10 plus .
now im still tired .
having heavy headache . im getting sicker each day .
having slight fever and i been coughing to the maximum .
will have feeling want to vomit . NOT PREGNANT okay !

2010-04-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

today start work at 9 .
doing DK . everyday i do there .
haa .
in the morning usually no ppl .
if have pon , they buy milkshake .
ppl wont buy ice cream in the morning .
paham2 lah .
lagi dgn cuaca sejuk .
sometimes , this manager eh , never think uh .
haa .
even the children want , not all parents will let them eat ice cream in the morning .
when to break , yan ting take over me .
saw mia and hajar and with friends .
hajar called me and ask "ayu love me tak ? "
and i say no . haha .
gurao je lah ye hajar .
ku sentiasa sayang kau dgn mia .
haha . dont jealous ye other gfs .
after break do lobby . haiyoo .
hate doing lobby .
buang sampah , angkat tray , mop the floor , clean the toilet .
i really want to stop working alrdy .
no mood to work alrdy .
and mia tag me saying , "jom ramai2 quit keje . "
mati kau macdonald .
kedekut . keje mcm nk rak but gaji pathetic .
i told mas alrdy , but dnt know lah .
went back at 5 .
went to check pay dah dpt blom .
skali check blom .
haiyoo . i need to pay my sch fees , but the money havent got .
bodoh nye manager .
suke nah delay2 .
going library later , so lazy .
tired lah deh .

2010-03-25T09:01:00.002+08:00

yest was an off day for me .
i didnt go out as i was still sick .
i been sleeping from afternoon till night .
haha . mcm babi kan .
but good lah , im not getting fatter .
and yest morning , i msg him , saying good morning , asking wake up alrdy or not .
then he call me , saying he got high fever .
i was worried non stop when he didnt reply .
rupenye , he was sleeping , have not gone to the doc .
on tue , we met , and the next day he was having high fever .
mayb because he didnt use umbrella , and i didnt share with him .
haha . so bad ryte me . if only i were sharing it with him , mesti dier tak demam .
and he called just now to say hes going to work .
and he ask me what time i work , i said 12 .
then he heard my cough , and he said , kalao blom sihat , jgn g doc .
then i said to him , im fine .
sejak sakit , i really lazy to go to work .
i need to quit alrdy .
sch starting soon , kalao dekat takpe , i can still work .
but im schling at macpherson . far seh .
and it wil be so tiring .
tomorrow going to ecp . JESSICA bday .
but i dont know how to go there .
hmm .

2010-03-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

the picture was taken today .
haa .
i just cut my frinch .
but i wont show it if i go out .
coz im use wearing scarf , so i wont show it .
my hair is quite long alrdy .
but not going to cut it . sayang the long hair so much .
it been a lot of days didnt go to work .
do you think they got miss me ?
haha . but im still sick .
i guess i cant work long . coz my cough is worse .
need to go home early . and im starting at 12 .
arghh. i tot start early .
haiyoo . boring lah start in the afternoon .
i guess tmr is pay day , and im sure my pay is not alot .
i been sick 4 2 weeks alrdy .
kesian tak ?
kesian kan ? haha .
few more weeks to sch .
nervous deh . but im going to sch with zul .
lagi pon , hes schling there . so can go to sch with him .
mayb this fri going bowling with him .
anyone wanna follow ?

THAT BOY

2010-03-10T20:00:00.003+08:00

To Noor Iman Bin Noordin ,
i dont know why i got this sudden feeling .
when i read your blog , about a girl in your sch ask for your number .
i felt jealous .
padahal , i didnt like you before .
but now , i dont know whats wrong with me .
i guess you are happy with her around you .
even if im not there for you anymore , shes there for you .
im just a simple girl , no guys one .
even there is , they tend to hurt me .
i need a guy to replace my dearest ex .
today is my one mth i separated with him .
i wish you a happy life .
dont worry bout me anymore dear iman .
theres nth special about me .
the new girl is much better than me .
shes cute , manje .
while im not .
im hot tempered . kepale batu .
but i guess , you dont like me like last time .
take care of yourself dearest boy (:

Chris Brown

2010-03-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

Hey there .
2nd day of mc today .
and tomorrow not working .
so total three days off . haha .
mayb going out later at 5 .
btw , i got nth to do , so i search for new songs at youtube .
this song , You Just Know from Chris Brown is my fav .
and the other is Alice from Avril Lavigne .
You guys should listen to it .
Nice babe (:
And i change my blogskins .
Is this one better or the previous one .
hmm .
i dont know when am i going to enroll for motorcycle .
haiyoo .
jealous you know , ppl got bike .
to hajar , i alrdy move on . dont worry bout me .
i will try to find someone to replace him alryte ?
sayang kamu (:

2010-03-05T08:48:00.002+08:00

Before anyone ask me to update , i better update . haha .
today my off day .
nth to do .
btw , on wed , i went to register ite with zul .
hes one of the student at ite macp .
we took bus from woodlands around 8 plus .
and we reach there around 10.15
not because of what .
there jam at expressway .
2 hours in the bus .
what me so shocked is , ITE MACPHERSON have so many boys .
Dulu ite bishan , so many girls , now the opp .
haiyoo .
i bought , only PE and polo t and 2 skirts .
coz i have all the old uniform alrdy .
the new one not nice , except for the white one .
next starting sch alrdy .
im excited plus scared .
i hope theres a few girls in my class .
i thought of enrolling motor today .
but feeling abit tired , eventhough the place is at wdl .
i misses someone so much .
meeting him at night later . coz he book out around 5 plus , so will reach semb around 6 plus .
cant wait to meet him .
imysm (: .
to both of my GF , you girls both bz , susah lah nk kluar .
pls pls pls , one day we go out to beach ke maen bowling ke . alryte ?

2010-02-23T10:46:00.002+08:00

Why cant guys be like you ?

They tend to talk very rough , they are not sweet as you .

You know how to melts my heart even when im angry with you .

I wish you knew how i felt without you by myside .

I thought i could move on without you .

The more im trying , the more i love you .

I just want our old times back . This heart is really hurting without you .

It needs you to recover .

I lied .

I cant move on without you . I really cant .

When are we going to meet again ?

You said , i get to hug you once again . But not now .

Im scared you will love someone else .

Oh god , if im the one who is meant to be with him , pls let him know .

If im not the one , pls help me forget him .

2010-02-18T08:25:00.002+08:00

heyloo heyloo heyloo .
since i break up with him , life have been still the same .
have not yet move on .
but yest i ask him at fb whether he still loves me or not , he said no .
i was heartbroken , but still staying strong .
now that i know the answer , i should move on .
ryte ?
just get to know this guy at tagged .
hes name is andy .
a malay guy . MUHD NUR ANDY .
nice name ryte ?
while chatting with miaa , he wanted to join .
so i just invite him lah .
it was fun chatting with miaa and him .
pelacuring semuar kluar eh nyah .
haha .
ohh miaa , saya takkan gossip2 pasal kamu ye .
nk gossip ape pulak .
jgn pikir bukan2 ye .
back to andy , andy do have tattoos .
but i dont mind .
he said to me if i dont like , he wont force me .
then i said , i dont mind and he said , best .
haha .
doesnt mean ppl got tattoos , they are bad ryte ?
what make me scare is , im scared they will hit me .
like my ex did to me , but andy promise me ,
he will not dirty his hands on me .
i hope so .
today working , so lazy lah .
tired seh . 4 days of holiday working .
like lazy to work alrdy .
pls , i wanna sch .

2010-02-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

saw this guy up here ?
yes , hes my ex boyfriend .
it really hurts me so much . he leave just like that .
didnt care bout my feelings .
when i msg him saying , i cried when i going home yest .
cause , the place where i work , alot of memories with him .
he pick me up , he send me back home .
i cant stop crying for the past 3 days .
he said he so sorry .
he regret leaving me . he misses me .
i hope he meant what he say .
eventhough he hurt me so much , i still forgive him .
i still love him .
hes the one who can make me really happy .
how can i let him go so easily .
but idk why when he call , i cant answer .
im just scared to hear his voice .
to DDF , im sorry i didnt listen to you .
but i didnt expect him to leave me .
kite gadoh skali je , and who would tot he will leave me .
i just cant stop thinking bout him .
im sorry to other guys . i hurt them by saying i cant forget HIM .
mohd ariff , pls come back to me .
i really need you :(

2010-02-07T09:30:00.004+08:00

our one mthsarry day out .
i really enjoy our day .
we went to the place where we meet for the first time .
he said to me , i still remember . of cause .
saper tak remember first time meet .
so nadd , i post some pics , nk tao kan saper bf aku .
tu haa . kat atas tu . haha .
first , we watch avatar 3d kat lido .
the movie was great . thumbs up .
i been wanting to watch avatar . finally get to watch with bf .
after that , jalan2 , then go eat at long john silver .
long john lagi eh nadd . haha .
actually still got some pics , but this is the nicest one .
takkan nk letak semuar . tak best sungguh .
after makan2 , we walk2 until dhoby ghaut .
those pics were taken at dhoby ghaut .
im so happy on that day .
he just so know how to make smile (:

thank you for everything . ily (:

happy one mthsarry to you sayang (:

2010-02-05T12:30:00.002+08:00

today is my one mthsarry .
bukan nk proud lah , i know you guys mesti much more longer than me .
tapi tyme really flew very fast .
skrang dah feb , next week sun is valentine days .
alah . tak penting lah valentine days .
every day is valentine day .
he or she will always be with you but if only they really love you (:
meeting him at three .
bukan kat mane2 .
kat woodlands je .
doesnt mean if today is a special day ,
you have to go orchard or else where just to celebrate this special day .
you can even celebrate your special day kat rumah .
hmm . senang . tak waste money .
lagi 2 more mths , im schling alrdy .
woohoo .
tapi takot jgk . takot class byk sgt laki .
mesti seram kan , kalao semua laki .
giler pe .
im finding new job ,
tapi not so soon .
gaji skit uh . kene byr tu byr ni .
hmm .
nk jadi waitress takot pulak .
phobia . but reena said , baru2 mmg lah .
lame2 tak . mmg btol lah what she said .
but im a slow learner and mulut aku ni berat skit .
what to do .
okay lah . i dont know what to say anymore .
im bored at home . alone at home . haiyoo .

2010-01-31T23:16:00.002+08:00

hey .
ppl been asking me to update .
sorry lah . lazy lah . tired .
yest me and bf gadoh . and today , i dont what happen .
he not feeling well so he got no mood .
then biler dier kate dier nk tdo , i said bye terus dier letak .
paham2 lah i will think negative nye .
when i msg him after we put down , dier tak reply .
what to do , just wait je lah .
even i cried . he wont know . btol tak ?
everytime im going to be with that someone for 1 mth , mesti je ade hal .
why ?
im so not good in relationship .
stress aku !
btw ppl , i get in ITE macp .
whoever in ite macp , makes friends dgn saya ye .
im taking in mechanical tech , tak minat pon aku .
tapi takpe lah . just take . at last im schling .
i should take jan intake .
btw ite nye baju dah jarang seh .
not nice .
hmph !
i hope things will get better tmr .
missing him so much .
im getting new hp this friday .
old model je . 6500 .

food poisoning

2010-01-19T08:42:00.003+08:00

food poisoning !
i didnt know the food cant be eat until i taste the egg .
one hour later , i started to go toilet .
then the next day , i told my friends .
they said food poisoning .
i was like . i didnt think that i will get food poisoning .
so ard 11 plus i went to poly .
doc gave me 2 days mc .
he said if it get worse , from stomach go below my stomach .
i have to go doc again and mayb i go hosp .
bcoz of not wanting to go hosp , i force my self to eat medicine .
im the kind who hate eat panadol .
the reason is i cant swallow it .
haiyoo . leceh uh .
now a bit better . didnt go toilet so much . just my stomach still cramp .
and the worse thing is , the day my stomach hurts so much ,
is the day my pms came . mcm siak kan .
my stomach pain and my leg too .
alermak .
sakit hati loo .
need to send my bro to sch later .
got remedial . mls btol nk jalan .
ppl . pls pray for me aite .
thank you .

2010-01-10T19:07:00.003+08:00

today went to madrasah .
after one year didnt go to madrasah ,
finally i get to go again .
i suppose to get in module 1 , but my friend ask the principal to put me in module 2 .
so that i can be with her .
yeah , i wanted to be with her , kalao tak , kite no friend .
sedih kan .
btw i dont why i cant accept my so called mother is gone forever .
i mean , i do accept the fact shes gone , but everywhere i go i kept thinking of her .
and yest i dream of her , she came back to live , and i was so happy .
usually what we dream of is usually is the opp way .
i dream of her , she came back to live , but actually shes gone forever .
may ALLAH forgive all her sins . amin .
i have to get solat back again .
but i dont know when .
tmr , is the day the application open . for o levels is on 18 feb .
cant wait .
but i can only apply after i came back from work .
hope to get in dover , so i can get transfer to cck .
woohoo .
lagi dekat .
i change my blogskins , have to change .
takkan nk pakai yang lame je kan .
tmr work , starts at 12 .
im now working in afternoon shift , coz my bro start sch at 12 .
and no ones at home if i work in the morning .
meeting boyf tmr , i guess so .
bubye bloggers !
(:

2010-01-04T08:38:00.003+08:00

today is the first day of sch starts .
but here im sitting at home not schling .
i can only apply for ite on 12 jan .
so its next week .
haiyoo .
btw im in a shock mood .
i cant believe shes gone .
starting of 2009 , shes was so happy .
i mean starting of 2009 was a good memories with her ,
until end of december she was so sick , she need to go to hosp .
and 02012010 , thats when shes gone .
oh god . i cant say anything .
god love her much more .
shes not my mum but shes my second mum .
shes my auntie .
but i have to be strong . i have to let her go .
shes woudlnt want her niece to be sad .
or she wont rest in peace .

2009-12-27T08:25:00.003+08:00

hellow peeps .
since i got nothing to do .
i better update my blog .
is it so important to tag ppl blogs when you read their blog ?
to dee , mia and hajar and nadd , they are the only ppl i tag .
coz they are my pretty babes .
to those i dont know you well , i wont tag .
alryte ?
im having a heavy headache .
stupid headache . mcm nk hentak je ni kepale kat wall .
yest while working , as per usual i will always do DK .
i saw this guy , he was looking at me smiling , and i tot who .
and look again , my friend ler . pendek . my PENDEK lover .
hes cute . dier tu dah pendek and cute . ok lah tu kan .
hehe . so i ask him how bout me , he said im tall .
dapat boyfriend pendek cute tao .
but too bad , he dont have a cellphone .
i can just contact him thru msn only .
yest was the first time i saw him after two years being friend in msn .
lame kan ?
haha . im missing someone ryte now .
wish i can meet him .

2009-12-18T09:54:00.002+08:00

i never thought you same mcm laki2 yang i pernah bercinta .
but i have to admit it today , you are one of them .
dont say i love you to me if you dont mean it .
the way you show your care makes me fall for me .
and when you say i love you , i tot it was real .
but i got to know from you .
you said i love you as a close friend .
i regret falling in love with you .
no more fairuz in my life .
im not gonna hear you anymore .
thats it . im gonna end this relationship today .
i dont know you anymore .
i hope you find a girl you really likes .
those who reading my blog , dont worry .
im fine .

2009-12-15T07:06:00.002+08:00

yest i tot i work at 10
until my manager call me .
and she said i work at 9 .
haha . silly me . but its not my fault .
per normal . do at dessert kiosk .
and while no customer , i went to check the schedule .
what suprise me is amirul working .
so i was feeling nervous .
but after he was working at dessert kiosk with me .
i feel okay alrdy .
its like last time . always disturb me .
always take chance to be so near to me eventhough we are EX .
but nevermind . thats him . what to do .
haha .
and theres one time he ask me to check ade org order hot fudge eh .
then before i go n check , he slap on my hat .
terkejut lah beta . tak pernah dier buat gitu .
and when i was in manager room , standing beside him .
disturb me again , calling me balik ke cik adk oi .
ape saje je lah amirul ni .
and when he was working with yanting , yanting ask him ,
whether my name is ayuni or ayumi .
and he said he dont know . and i show him one look .
then he said like that just want to see my smile .
and btw the new gurl , fahizah . said alot of ppl say , me and her look alike .
mcm2 lah org nie .
this one week will be working at 9 .
but not everyday .
this friday , will be meeting fairuz at marina sq .
finally get to meet him (:

2009-12-04T09:26:00.003+08:00

yest fetch fazli at kranji .
he was from kranji , so meet him at there .
when he reach alrdy , he ask me why wait outside .
then i said to him , takkan lah nk tunggu kat dlm , buang duit tao .
before that i went to top up my ezlink card .
yest got my pay , i get around 300 plus , now left 200 plus .
i bought color lenses , watch movie , and use the money to buy foods .
there were total 4 boys , im the only gurl . haha . boring tao .
there fazli , chong weng and min thet (myanmar boy ) .
hes quite good looking (:
we watch the new moon .
it was a great movie , but in the end , the guy ask the girl , will you marry me ?
and finish . alermak .
then the boys said , i hate when the ending part end just like that .
who likes it ryte ?
to miaa and hajar , too bad you twins cant follow , kalao tak , ade jgk kwn .
and when i just reach home around , 7 plus going to 8 ,
i just remember that dee meeting her special kid at yishun .
but tak serempak lak .
hmm . and yest i saw rila melati , haha .
actually i didnt saw her , i was passing this japan restaurant ,
then the waiter ask to queue that side , when the boy was talking to his mum ,
then i heard the mum voice , and it seem familiar ,
when i turn around , it was rila melati .
i didnt saw her face , i only saw her side .
and i recognize her voice .
sometimes without looking at their face , we can know who that person .
macam semalam , aru je naek escalator , then i feel like i will saw someone i know .
then i saw this gurl , she looks like feda . and i was ryte ,
when stand beside her , and look at her . its feda .
shes was shocked . i mean terkejut lah .
she tot saper je lah tgk .
ok lah peeps . thats all for today .
will update again .

2009-11-25T17:40:00.002+08:00

didnt update my blog coz got nth to update .
lagi pon , im working , so no time to update .
so tired .
work like hell , but the pay is so little .
next yr then im finding new job .
mayb . i want to enroll motorcycle .
i really want a bike . with alot of things to settle ,
haiyoo .
stress2 .
ade bf pon mcm takde .
boyfriend , why are you shy with me ?
no use kite mataair kalao if you malu with me .
i understand if you shy because you are not used to girls .
but you got 32 ex ! and you lie to me saying you got 16 ,
and you scared i think you are a playboy .
its better tell the truth ryte than tipu2 .
i dont want to hurt you .
im going to be strong just for you .
im just gonna endure this whole thing .
but idk when this going to end .

2009-11-17T19:01:00.003+08:00

today start work at 9 and end exactly at 5 .
last min got fever .
around 12 plus , i got stomach ache
then after break time , i got headache , few mins later i got fever .
what happen to me sia ?
haiyoo .
whole day do dessert kiosk .
imagine from 9 to 5 .
all the way there .
so boring . miaa tao eh mcm mane feeling dari pagi uat DK eh ?
ryte now , my head is so heavy .
haiyoo . amirul mane pon tak tao .
went back with fazli just now .
we start and end at the same time .
if tmr im fine , i start at 9 and end at 3 .
hope i will be fine .
or mayb not . tmr suppose not working
mayb bcause down crew or what , they ask me i can work or not .
i said can . so the manager ask me to come at 9 .
missing dee , miaa , hajar and fazli .
fazli going to resigned soon .
haiyoo .
no more sexy boy anymore . :(

2009-11-15T08:52:00.003+08:00

today is sunday .
and today is my 2nd mth in work .
woohoo . cpt benar ya .

miaa dear ~
dont worry , your twin said to me ,
if he bustard me again , tell hajar .
haha . anything happen between me n him ,
i will tell you girls aite ?

yest i work 1 to 9 pm .
when it reach six pm , i tot he was coming ,
so i thought maybe hes late or what , but then ,
7 pm still no sign of him , so i think hes not coming .
finish work alrdy , i got a msg from him saying ,
he cant come coz he got family matters ,
entah lah . call him , and he said he was at kallang with his family i think .
i ask him , g kallang ade ape ,
he said jalan2 . jalan2 kat kallang ? kallang ade ape eh ?
hes working today , but i dont know whether hes working or not .
coz he said demam lah , ape lah .
siak je ayuni eh . haha .
mayb im going np for a while , to check my schedule .

2009-11-14T10:19:00.003+08:00

im back with him .
i hope this time we last long .
i been thinking about this patch up thingy for one night .
tak pernah aku pikir sampai satu hari .
he really wants me back .
i hope this time he wont hurt me again .
to dee -
im sorry if i didnt contact you or text you about my problems .
bukan ayuni taknk msg , im stress .
this headaches been coming lately .
and i been not happy lately . asik sedih je .
if you are angry with me , i understand .
im really sorry .

im working later at 1 .
he also working , but mayb he start at 7 .
dapat jumpe skejap pon jadi lah .
miss my fav crew so much .
Hajar , Miaa and Fazli ,
aku kagen sama kamu semua deh .

am i getting sick ? my body feeling hot or
mayb coz of raining ? haiyoo .
selepas satu satu .

2009-11-13T14:40:00.003+08:00

HE ask for patch .
and i ask him , what for ?
he called me b4 ryte ,
im irritating and sensitive .
and why would he want me back .
and this is what he reply to my msg . read carefully k ppl . haha
i still love you , when i think bout you , me myself cried
yest when i saw you i feel like hug and kiss you .
forgive me pls ?
i can forgive him . yes i still love him .
he wanted me badly , i said i have to think first .
its not i dont want him .
what if the same mistake happen again ?
what if he use word that would hurt me more ?
i dont want to be hurt anymore .
he said , he dont me to be hurt anymore .
he ask me to accept him back .
me n him working tmr .
but i end at 9 .
i think he start around 7 like that .
haiyoo . im scared to face him .

2009-11-12T09:34:00.003+08:00

no more US since mon .
he said im irritating and sensitive .
the sensitive is true but how could he said im irritating .
and he said i dont trust him .
whatever lah eh .
its better being sgl than att tao .
lagi pon , if im att , i got no time for him .
either im working or studying .
so its just wasting my time if im att .
you know why he call me irritating ,
coz he said , if i msg , and he nvr reply , i kept msging him .
imagine you msg for so long alrdy but he still havent reply ,
would you msg again or you going to wait until the next day ?
when he msg me and i nvr reply , and he msg again ,
did i said anything ? no . bodoh nye jantan .
idk how am i going to face him .
i just dont want to see him anymore .
im working later at 11 .
i finish work , he start work .
haiyoo .
when i told miaa and hajar about this , they were so angry .
and they saw me cry . actually i wasnt crying , until they talk bout this .
and miaa said ,
hey babe , be strong .
dont waste your precious tears for that jerk .
youre beautiful , you can find better guy than that jerk .
i hope so .
but for now , staying single is the BEST .
btol tak dee ? (:

LOVE

2009-11-10T09:25:00.004+08:00

idk why i feel this way .
idk why i feel weird when im attached .
is it because im use to be single ?
yeah . mayb that .
it is not that i dont want to have a bf .
this relationship thingy makes me scared .
scared of being hurt .
thats why i said to my friends , having bf it just wasting my time .
im happy when im single .
but now . kite aru 2 hari mataair . and today we fought .
hes so buzy . we know we both dont have time for each other .
im working , hes not . if not , its the other way round .
woudlnt you feel sad ? haizz .
yest we were suppose to talk on the phone .
when i ask him to call my home , he said he need to call his friend .
idk why he seem so bz .
biler i majok abes , he said , you asik majok aje . k lah bye .
he said that because i said i dont want to disturb him seem he is so bz .
then he said , confirm ? then i said , yelah , limit2 i tertdo tunggu kan you .
before that , he ask me to call at 1 am . then it was 1240am .
and i msg him telling lambatnye kol satu .
he said kol byk2 uh . then he said he was bz , thats when i cant wait alrdy .
now , whatever i msg him , he will reply kk only .
so i msg him just now , i wont msg you since you want to reply that way .
im not going to msg him .
i can be happy without him .
i just hate being in relationship . oh god . help me .

2009-11-09T08:46:00.003+08:00

today is the 9th ryte ? and today is my cousin bday .
happy 16th bdae to Muhd Aliff Ariff Bin Daddy's name .
ceh dah 16 seh bdk tu .
whatever i say at here about him ,
he wont know , coz he doesnt own a blog .
so too bad lah if i wish him bday .
but i can still msg him .
so msging him later .
today im working , buts hes not .
anyway , me and amirul . . .
are TOGETHER . but idk why i feel sad .
mayb when im working hes not .
and how to go out together when , im not working and he is .
haiyoo .
pening kepale ku . miaa , dee , tolong .
haha . no lah .
we will find the time . even we cant go out together .
seeing each other at work is enuf for me .
ape eh orang kate ? lepas rindu ? yeah . hehe .
im working later at 12 .
i cant sleep back coz tempat keje kol asking me working or not .
kacau daun btol uh .
orang tgh syok2 tdo , kacao lak .
tgk , now i cant sleep back .
geram nye aku .
my body all aching alrdy .
im having this stupid headache .
haizz . nvm . it will go away soon .

2009-11-06T07:16:00.009+08:00

idk why yest i can sleep .
i tied to sleep but sekejap aje .
every minute i sleep . every minute i wake up .
imagine from 1.30 , i tried to sleep .
it did , but for a few mins . its goes on till 6 am .
haiyoo .
idk whats wrong with me .
my shoulder alrdy aching .
mate pun uat hal jgk ke ?
oh yah . yest my niece bdae .
how can i forget sia .
what auntie am i .
haha . bad sia ayuni .
anak sedare nye bdae pon bleh luper . ish3 .
to my only niece , NUR AMIRAH QISTINA , Happy 4th Birthday .
i only remember her bday when i read my cousin blog .
if not , i will not remember .
yelah dah bz with work kan .
and my two cousin bdae is coming soon also . turning 16 .
i cant remember whose bdae first coz their bdae ryte beside each other .
so in advanced , HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO APIZ AND ALEP .
later at noon i will be meeting nadd . going bugis with her later .
i want to buy sling bag , lepas tu kite g makan ye .
at our fav LJS . yeah . i love the CHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEE !
did you guys know what happen ? i wanted to click this tab . the blogger website ,
i accidently click the X button . OMG !
i was so scared it get lost . luckily it didnt .
meeting nadd at 2 at bugis . lame tak jumpe dier .
i wonder how is she .
alah , dier tu sentiasa fine .
haha . siak je aku .
so babe , will meeting you later . see you soon (:

2009-11-04T11:28:00.003+08:00

feeling hungry ryte now , but dont want to eat .
later then can eat lah .
thats me lah . biler kat keje , nk makan selalu .
kat rumah , kalao lapar , buat bdh sudah .
haha .
no wonder my weight go up and down .
even if i gain weight , no one knows .
haha . btol tak dee ?
today im going to my work place for a while .
my crew leader plans to give a present surprise to my manager
who going to transfer to another outlet at NYP .
haiz . gonna miss him .
and mayb chanel going to follow him .
chanel is the new crew . JUNIOR . hehe .
and chanel also my junior in ADSS . i have to call myself ex SENIOR lor .
ryte now , im so bored .
just wasting my time on the comp ,
chatting with dee and amirul .
to dee this is not that amirul , this is amirul nye schmate .
haha . jgn confused ye .
i miss Hajar and miaa , dee and mostly is amirul .
biler lah mau nampak dier kat keje .
hes working when im not working .
miaa said , not fair seh .
korang selalu tak together .
then i said to her , dah manager kasi schedule gitu .
nk buat ape kan .
she was so fed up gitu .
btw miaa grandma passed away yest due to accident in johor . sad kan ?
at least i can still see my grandma , when she is in her last days .
but miaa cant . i know how you feel . be strong k babe ? (:
its her time alrdy . we cant do anything . just pray for her alryte ?
no matter what happen , your friends will always be there for you .
CHEER UP HAJAR AND MIAA (:

2009-11-03T04:39:00.007+08:00

just wake up . cant sleep back . i tried , but this eyes just wont go to sleep . mayb later
chatting with dee . my ex and dydii , pak polisi . haha .
why i call him pak polisi , coz just now he ask me where im working , so i told him
and i ask him back , he said he is working as police officer .
its my first time , im having a msn friend , working as police officer
haha . jakun lah ayuni
now alrdy november . another one more month im going to register my higher nitec.
been waiting for so long . cannot wait more longer alrdy .
later working at 1 . suppose to work at 2 . but manager ask to come at 1 .
i dont mind .
hajarmia will be working later so i wont be bored .
i only smile when those of my fav crew are working

if not , i have to talk with aunties2 at work there
haha . siak2 .
missing amirul , my most fav crew .
what a small world , hes actually my cousin friends
that day he ask , i know wali , my cousin .
then i said yes . he ask me you are cousin ? then i said yes again
then he just smile .
from day onwards , we been close , everytime working
if i walk near him , he will get close to me , just to ask me what time i go home
when i said soon , he said "cepat nye " , and i said " sape suruh masuk lambt ? "
he said " manager yang kasi , beh nk uat pe " . and i just smile only
im not going to see him today . haiyoo .
miss him so much
only miaa know the story . eh miaa eh
miss you babe . meet you later aite

2009-10-28T08:26:00.002+08:00

finally , i change my skin . haha . yest read my adk sedare blog . she get to express seh . good2 . tapi not confirm yet coz she have to take the express paper test . if she pass , then she get in . i hope you get in k adk ? hmm . yest was a tiring day for me . yest , while working , i saw my old crush . haiyoo . i think he saw me , but i pretend i nvr saw him . he was with his gf . my crush when im in sec 2 . nyahaha . now friends only . chat only in facebook . today got crew orientation . im missing amirul . nyahaha . hes the one who im always talk to and this twins . HAJARMIA . but the twins are not working today , so am i . but i think amirul working . amirul is my cousin friend . what a small world . dee been wanting to meet me , but idk when im free . sorry dee n wawa . i will tell you when im free k ? hmm . will update again .

2009-10-20T10:40:00.002+08:00

i heard this from a song .

Life is like a FUCKING rollercoaster . there is always up and downs . and there is no such thing as last .

i agree . there is no such thing as last . even we are married , one of us have to go first . isnt is true ?
actually this is just a random post . im just wasting my time ryte now , coz im going to work later . need to be there by 12 . padahal keje part time . i should not tell them that im not schling . see now what happen . everyday work except wed . mcm full tyme sia . haiyoo . nvm lah . earn more money . today my pay day . i wonder how much i get . hmm . need to iron my clothes now . gtg . i will update again . tata .

2009-10-15T11:02:00.002+08:00

its been almost one week i havent work . not because i kene buang keje , coz on monday i go doc get 2 day mc , and yest , i ask manager , yest i work or not , he said no . so later im calling the work place whether im working or not . feel like dont want to work anymore sia . gaji sikit but keje dier , ya allah , bleh mati tao . i miss having a boyfriend . but , i dont want to have it cause it hurts alot . someone said , i should give a chance to the guys who are innocent . he said not all guys are the same . i know its true . but its hard for me to go on in a relationship again . hmm . getting my second paid next tue . cant wait . woohoo . i cant wait to my dearest DEE . berBULAN2 , we been friends , but we havent meet each other . tersempak pon tak pernah . aiyoo . never saw DEE but saw IKAN . and she was inside cwp and i was outside cwp . and didnt meet each other . haiyoo .

2009-10-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

just came back from makcik . she having an open house . saw her second child . ish baru nursery , bdn mcm bdk K2 . haha . big sia . not so big lah . but big size for a nursery . hmm . my lil bro having high fever . makin teruk . 39.0 . haiyoo . so scarry sia . im working tmr at 1pm . hmm . so tired seh . 20th is my next pay . i dont know how much i get . this monday got mcd orientation . i havent study yet . tmr i have to study lah . later manager ask question , idk what to answer . mati liao .

monday morning , im meeting new friend . haha . am i too friendly ? i guess so . too many guy friends . but not interested in any of them . tapi kesian jgk , some of them like me , and i dont like them and i feel bad . i know how it feel .

im falling sick

2009-10-05T11:28:00.002+08:00

since last wed , i havent got any rest . i mean not enough rest . wed and thur , 2 days straigh , i went raye till midnight , and fri i work at 1 . haiyoo . not enough rest sia . today im going doc . 3 days alrdy have flu and cough . tmr working at 4pm . ok lah . i can rest for a while . idk when im getting my pay . they said 5th and 20th . today alrdy 5th . i hope tmr i get my pay . or mayb i check my bank . hmm . malas btol lah nk mandi . sat im getting my mp3 . my abg going to buy for me . at last i got my own mp3 . i dont care whether its mp3 or mp4 . as long i can hear some music while in train or bus . hmm . i need to save money . i really cant wait no more lah . i need motor license !

khas untuk DRAKEY

2009-09-29T10:44:00.002+08:00

Dear Drakey,

did you know for only few words you comment about me , makes me cry ? do you know ? NO . i never thought a friends who im always happy with him makes me cry one day . thats the only reason i dont need bf , they hurt me . i did hurt guys before but i want them to let go of me . they dont deserve me , they deserve someone better . i harap you dapat lah gf cepat2 , jadi tak payah lah i ganggu you lagi or even LIKE you .

Sincerely,

Ayuni

deactivate FB account

2009-09-29T10:31:00.003+08:00

To all my friends in FB , i have deactivate my account for some reason . anything just add me up at tagged aite . Layan or tak layan pon kene comment . haiz . up to you lah DRAKEY . im deactivating my account because of you . good luck in finding your gf :)

yest was a bad day

2009-09-25T15:07:00.003+08:00

my right side of my body is aching , in pain coz of yest fall during work . somemore when i was on the floor . the were this two asshole just watching me fall . bodoh nye sundal . just because im a teen , you dont need to help ? help elderly ppl only ? fuck sia . stupid couple . kalao bukan pasal keje , i would throw your stupid laptop . i cant laugh sia . if i laugh , my hand and body will ache . aiyoo . idk whether im working or not tmr . this yr raye tak byk collection lah . depend on salary only je lah nampak nye . going for raye outing next fri . i wonder who is following . im sure reena following . im sure it will be going a fun day . i dont know what to wear lah next week . im finding another job . coz the job currently working is only 3.50 . FAST FOOD . MACDONALD . i nvr imagine i will working in mcd . haha . after i got my salary . and have enough money , then i take mtr license . so my kwn2 laki , dont you dare hold me back . i smack you down later . haha .

outing with secondary girlfriends

2009-09-17T23:00:00.004+08:00

theres alot of pictures beside this . but i dont have those pictures . this was taken when we were going home . i was so damn tired seh . my body feeling very weak . today work starts at 9 am till 4 pm . i have a new friend at there . her name is kaixin . i think thats the spelling . our job is to survey ppl . asking whether they have diabetes . when we going to finish work . the so called supervisor , tell us , their target is to aim 1200 patients . alot sia . and me and kaixin only did 7 , adding up me n hers . so she ask if 30 patients per day can ? aiyoo . have to try lah . tmr going to break fast at my auntie house . its been 3 days i didnt breakfast at home . hari raya coming soon . and im working on malam raye . so after work , when to meet the girlfriends at eunos . reena told me said all coming late . and i tot im the first one to reach beside her . skali semuar dah sampai ler . from outram there , i sleep till kallang there . aiyoo . so sleepy lah . this is what happen when you have two jobs . so just now buke at eunos , then after that , jln2 at geylang , finding reena hari raye shoe . but end up didnt buy . hmm . we really had a great time . and i miss ABDUL ALFIE . and ALFIE , i really dont want to have a bf . its just wasting my time . you know what i have gone through . and trust me , you wont last with me . (:

SATURDAY NIGHT

2009-09-14T11:12:00.000+08:00

on the day i went to meet my so called scandal . haha . bad girl uh me . he been wanting to meet me . but when i text him asking wanna meet me or not . then he called me , serious uh ? the i said serious lah . then took 187 meet him at jp . he reach around 8.30 but i reach there around 8 . he was not late lah . i was too early . i called him when dah nk buke . haha . so when i turned around , i saw this guy smiling at me . so mayb its him lah . but actually its him , coz he ask my name . then when we meet alrdy , he ask me , i come jp for what ? for fun ? then i said yes . actually i was angry with my new friend . askiing me wanna lepak or not . then i go siap la without telling him . then when i reply , i wanna go out alrdy , he said he wanna sit home je . you tell me , will you be angry if your friend said to you like that , when you alrdy ready to go out . so when alrdy meet him , we go watch movie . we watch BLOOD TIES . the local movie . we were half an hour late . its ok lah . so finish watching the movie around 10 plus . i reach wdl around 12 plus . so i tot there were no 912 bus , so i queue for 913 . walao . 913 was just in front of us but the driver took so long sia . when i took the bus , i look at this guy , then i go find my seat . then that guy , from sitting infront , he went behind . when i look again at that guy , he was my EX ! wth ! and idk i was looking at my ex . no wonder he sat some behind me . hehe . but why he sat behind me . not exactly behind me . a bit behind . why he sat behind eh ? hmm . and from sat till now , i been dreaming bout him . dreaming him wanna follow me to buke luar and missing me so much . is just a dream . it wont be true . am i right ? getting my new hair cut later . gonna miss my long hair . the longest hair i ever keep since i grown up .

meeting girlfriends

2009-09-08T12:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday meet nadd at far east . when i reach there , the bus we suppose to take , have just left . so talk2 with her , then the bus came . she was bored at home so i ask her to accompany me to my work place . return all the things . my manager ask me whether the job is not suitable for me isit . i thought they know i was thrown out from the job . nvm . gonna miss my irritating manager . i ask him when i get my pay . they said they will call . walao . waste my time only go to my work place . go back with nth . so me n her went to mac . im fasting but shes not . so see her eat only lah . but she was so scared i mind . then after finish eating , we went back to far east to meet reena . reena , she was suppose to teman me , but since nadd ade i ask her to teman me instead . around 5 plus nadd have to go . meet aki . so me n reena windown shopping at far east . we went back at 6 plus . when reaching admiralty , its time to eat breakfast alrdy . actully wanted to breakfast at home , then dah azan so , we eat at mac je lah . so meeting reena and gang next week . on the 16th . cant wait . wee .

bad day

2009-09-04T22:49:00.003+08:00

yest was a bad day for me . yest morning , i told manager i got terrible headache , so i cant come to work . so planning to go poly with my friend from tagged , but while in mrt , manager msg , i need not to come for work anymore . saying since i cancel last min rooster and my performance was not up to company standard . do you think i want this terrible headache ? stupid sia manager . kalao dah malaysia , mcm gitu uh . kepala besar , thats what my mum said . manager malaysia tak bgs . what do you expect ? im new to fnb and i have never done this job before . and you expect me to know all the things between two weeks . eh i can find other work lah bdh . i admit i slow . what can i do ? at least im trying my best . stupid manager . so today i went to bata shoe shop to fill form , and i went to 711 asking for vacancy , coz they put outside , JOB VACANCY AVAILABLE . so when i ask , the staff was so happy sia . asking me this n that . and i said yes yes yes . so mayb they will call me . get uniform . coz they said they opening a new shop . i think should be around wdl or marsiling lor . dont want to waste money . and this morning , i bought the newspaper . and i saw starbucks adverstisement . and khai saw it too . i was told by waneey lah . he ask me nk g ngan dier tak . if the 711 never call me tmr morning then i go lor . coffee again . haha . soon i will addicted to coffee . haha . if im working tmr , i cant go geylang with sedare all . sad sia . i really hope i get this job lor .

BOYFRIEND

2009-09-02T16:36:00.000+08:00

A BOYFRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO LOVES YOU , WHO PROTECT YOU , WHO WILL BE THERE FOR YOU EVENTHOUGH HES TIRED . A BOYFRIEND WHO WANTS HIS LOVE ONE TO BE HAPPY . BUT I DONT HAVE THAT BOYFRIEND . I HAVE A BOYFRIEND WHO PLAYS GAMES ALL THE TIME , MSG ME WHEN HE NEEDED ME , CHAT WITH ME ONLY WHEN HE WANTS TO SLEEP . WHAT WILL YOU GIRLS DO IF THAT TYPE OF GUY IS YOUR BOYFRIEND . TO BOYFRIEND , THATS WHY I WANT A TRANSPORT OF MY OWNSELF . I DONT WANT TO TROUBLE YOU . I KNOW YOU ARE TIRED WITH EVERYTHING . FETCHING ME OR SENDING ME IS QUITE DIFFICULT FOR YOU . I KNOW YOU ARE TIRED . YOU ARE SCHLING , WORKING . BUT DO YOU KNOW HOW LONELY IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND ? YOU DONT WANT TO LOSE ME BUT YOUR ATTITUDE MAKING ME WANT TO LEAVE YOU . IM TRYING TO BE STRONG JUST FOR US . I DID LOSE YOU ONCE , AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU AGAIN . IF YOU DONT WANT ME ANYMORE , LET ME GO . DONT LET ME SUFFER . ITS HURT ME SEEING YOU TREATING ME LIKE THIS . IF YOU WERE GIVEN A CHOICE , GAMES OR ME . WHICH ONE WOULD YOU CHOOSE ? PLS BOYFRIEND , TREAT GIRLFRIEND PROPERLY . DONT LET OTHER GUYS STEAL HER . YOU WILL REGRET . EVERYTIME I THINK BOUT YOU , I FEEL LIKE CRYING . WHAT IF I LOSE YOU ? DO YOU CARE IF I CRY . THINK CAREFULLY . THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING .

teachers day

2009-08-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

meet my sch friends just now , we went back to our sec sch to meet our fav teacher . our form teacher MR . ANG . i had a great time with them . and annur just cant stop talking . i miss my sec times . i still remember when i sat in class . haha . we took alot of pics . im sure teacher will upload at facebook . i want to see my face . haha . after that , chinese and malay went separate ways . haha . while walking home , we talk alot . yelah . long time didnt see each other mah . its diff talking on the net and outside . in the net , you dont know what to say . but when you meet , wah , everything you tell . some of my classmate do change , but when gathered back they are still the same . some didnt change . and some change alot . like iski , hes like a monster . hes body quite big , coz he carry weight thats why lor . yest i broke a soucer . and bf said i didnt alert . wth . if im not alert , i wont save the glass . as if i wanted that thing to be broken . and you , said yourself . you were suppose to cut those udang or ikan , why you cut your finger ? padan muke . i wont tell you anything about work anymore lah . at least comfort me , not saying im not alert . skrang , i cant trust you full coz what , i tot you didnt smoke anymore . and i was wrong . and you smoke when you were fasting . i know its normal . but to me , no . i hate ppl who fasting but smoke when their parents dont know . bodoh pe . smack satu2 aru tao . memalu kan islam uh korang . kalao terasa , jgn marah . its the fact ar ppl .

27th August 2009

2009-08-28T06:08:00.000+08:00

yest went to work place to get my pay . my pay was just a bit only . tak sampai seratus pon . its because , on the day i just started work , they cut off my pay . thats what reena told me lah . yest she also went to her work place to get her pay . she get 200 plus . okay lah tu . she work 3 days a week . so meet her at her work place . she went there straight from sch . meet her at tcc suntec . suntec tcc , was quite nicer then mine . hmm . so we jalan2 at suntec , go there , go here . but we didnt window shopping , we talk2 until we reach city hall mrt . i was the one the talkative one . biasa lah . shes was my pri and sec sch mate . shes and bunga im contacting with . but naz so long never meet . itu pompuan selalu bz lah . haha . standard mah . bunga mah . kk . back to the story . so we decided to breakfast at bugis as her friend ask her to buy shirt . the friend will pay back later . but end up didnt buy . hmm . at first tot of eating at banquet , and i didnt remember there was a banquet , but not inside bugis junction . then reena said , ppl finish eating alrdy , then remember . sorry lah babe . haha . so we jln2 at bugis village , then look2 at heels shoes , for hari raye . i wonder how woman where those so high heels . reena said , "got heels yg tinggi lagi kan " then she said , JLN DGN CONFIDENT . haha . ya lor . kalao tepelecuk kan malu . i only wear heels , for certain event . so at last , me and reena bought long sleeve shirt . she bought white , i bought grey , but diff design but same shop . i will have to save money for my next pay lor . i wonder when . reena said its always on 8 and 23 . so just see je lah .

2009-08-25T11:04:00.002+08:00

didnt update for few days . yest having fever . the latest is 37.9 . hmm . having high fever lor . now no more fever , only flu and cough . i remember on sun , i was walking home at night , theres this malay couple in front of me going opposite way of me . they were talking , tiba2 they shout , got cockroach . then the girl was laughing . i dont mind the girl scared of that cockroach , but the guy , haha . very funny . muke hensem2 tapi takut lipas . even me not scared of it . harap je hensem . then i was laughing to myself . im sure i know how that guy felt . malu beb .
today is alrdy the 4th day of fasting mth . hmm . today going to break fast at work . coz today working from 5 to 11 pm . for this week only today im working . so this week , not earning too much . its ok . i been wanting to watch JIHAN at suria , but always miss it , coz im working . so sad lor . rite now , coughing and sneezing like hell . stupid .

2009-08-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

heres a song i heard it from someone tagged profile
it was a quite nice song.
the song is called thats when i love you by aslyn.
you can hear the song at my blog.
i just update it .
and im addicted to it .
haha .
for a while only

when you have to look away
when you dont have much to say
thats when i love you
i love you just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak or
see you walk with two left feet
thats when i love you
i love you endlessly
and when youre mad
cause you lost a game
forget im waiting in the rain
baby i love you
i love you anyway
heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
that when i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn
the more i love
the more my heart cant get enough
thats when i love you
when i love you no matter what
so when you turn to hide your eyes
cause the movie it made you cry
thats when i love you
i love you a little more each time
and when you cant quite match your clothes or
when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when i love you
i love you more than you'll know and
when you forget that we had a date or
that look that you get
when you show up late
baby i love you
i love you anyway
heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
that when i love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn
the more i love
the more my heart cant get enough
thats when i love you
when i love you no matter what
thats when i love you when nothing
baby nothing you do can change my mind
the more i learn
the more i love
the more my heart cant get enough
thats when i love you
when i love you no matter what
no matter what

19th August 2009

2009-08-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

today meet bf , but just now hes friend , apeas pon ade . apeas ask me , "you kenal apai and alep eh ? " then i said yes lah . dier kate to my bf , "dier berkwn ngan gangster uh " haha . i was just smiling . actually apai and alep is apeas cousin . tapi tak rapat . they was my sister friend . my sis dulu use to lepak with them . ppl do change . but she dont forget her friends walau mcm mane she change . so meet them just now , but apeas go home psl dier tkt dier ganggu me n min . actually apeas , if you stay , mesti alot of fun . tkpe lah . theres always a next time . so while lepak with bf kat bwh blk , mum called me ask to masak nasi , coz my auntie give kuah rendang . sedap pe . i cooked alrdy , tkde org mkn . waste my time only . hmm . so bf stay at my house until 5 plus . now talking otp with him . miss him so much lah . mayb next week or another week im getting my pay . i hope so . alot of things to settle . get my pay alrdy then go out with bf . cant wait . miss you so much bf .

2009-08-17T07:12:00.000+08:00

i miss bf so much . i been buzy with my job , and i didnt have the time to meet him . hes working on weekends so i cant meet him , last week only wed morning i meet him , take the same train only . this week i only free on wed and sat . but wed he will finish sch around 4 plus . so i tot of meeting him on wed . ntah lah . going to work soon . so sian leh . im now waiting for him to msg . btw to that girl , its between me and him . so why you so concern for whatever he want to do to me ?

16th August 2009

2009-08-16T08:54:00.000+08:00

didnt update for few days . friends been asking me to update . now working alrdy so nk update pon mls uh . penat tao . hmm . you know , some ppl eh love commenting ppl about they are black or white . you just wasting your life . fyi , alot of malay couples are black and white . its like white choc and black choc . and it match ok . stupid gong gong . bodoh nye betina . takde keje laen nk comment2 aru . judge yourself before you judge ppl . and pls fcuk off . i dont need ppl like you in my life or commenting about me or him . what if im black , jealous pe ? do you see alot of white ppl , love getting sun tan ? dah lah . ppn mcm kau , g mampus ngan mak bpk kau skali . sialan . kk . enuf bout her . today was suppose to be still in ecp , but manager msg me around 3 or 4 plus saying i need to work tmr . eh , ni manager pon satu , bilang lah siang2 and i can bring uniforms too . i hate ppl telling me smth last min . do you guys hate it when last min plan change ? sakit hati kan . im going to work at 930 . i have to go early if not late again . 1 min late alrdy counted late and they will cut my pay . 2 days alrdy late seh . stupid tcc . haha . okok la . enuf here . i will update soon . i miss bf . btw happy 18 bdae suziliani and suziliana .

11 august 2009

2009-08-11T18:08:00.000+08:00

ok . im sorry . haha . i didnt mean to make you malu . biasalah tgh concentrate blog . tk ingat malu ke tak . ok i will let you have your own life . this will be my last post of talking bout you . actully ryte , i have experience about you cant move on . before i patch up with my bf , i been comparing this guy with my bf . its not the same . they are patience like him , they doesnt make me smile so often like my bf did . but dee , try to be strong . i know he will come back . he said he want to concentrate on his studies , if he really mean it , he will come back to you surely . he may satu kepale batu , but theres an other side of him . i heard him cry . and im sure you saw him cry ryte ? you know , guys really look bad when they cry . i mean girls cry , mmg patut lah . kate girls kan . tapi boys . . haha . nvm . puasa coming alrdy . next week je . be strong during puase , kalao nanges batal tao . hmm . ok la . i end my post about you now . btw i didnt tag you because , it wont stop . and im afraid to talk to you in msn or msging you . i just dont know why . take care .

11 august 2009

2009-08-11T09:17:00.001+08:00

to that girl , i know you the girl who cant forgive ppl easily but i can . btw did you realise our blogskins is similar or is it the same ? hmm . who cares anyway . i just read the post about that someone . i didnt say you are stupid . im not going to break ur r/s again . coz HEs not my buddy anymore . so dont worry , but just be careful lah . mane tao theres someone more evil than me . i do trust you tapi .. nvm . so i was your almost everything ? you know what , i miss you complain about your stomach cramp because of menses and those things you said alfi havent reply because he was angry . all those things lah . tkkan i need to say . hmm . so pls dont hate me all your life aite . that will be so bad .

happy belated bdae singapore

2009-08-10T11:42:00.002+08:00

happy belated bdae singapore . stay at home yest . lazy to went out . i know alot of ppl either go ndp or watch fireworks . tgk kat rumah pon ok pe . haha . lagi my bf working . so whats the use going out . friends all buzy and i dont have money to go out , i mean ezlink havent top up . hmm . so i just stay at home . idk whether im meeting bf or not . he said mayb hes going out with parents today . hes dad want to belanje he mkn . so idk lah . if i cant meet him today , i cant meet him the other day for this week coz im working on the day he finish sch early . so next week je lah eh bie . hmm . stupid cough . been coughing like hell . i cant eat . everytime i eat , my throat will feel itchy . aiyoo . im working on this wed so tmr still can rest . cannot go out . coz wed im working in the morning . at last i got job . when i alrdy got a job , another job call me . its always like that ryte ? when we want a job , one call also dont have , but when we got a job another one will call . ish2 . to all muslim , selamat berpuase ye in advanced .

to that girl

2009-08-08T13:28:00.001+08:00

to this girl .
i hope you reading this . pls forgive me . i really miss ya . i know you hate me so much . if not bcause of that stupid incident , we will be friends now . you know what ? i dont mind you hate me , but it hurts me you pretend to be nice to me . how do you feel if your closes friend do that to you ? haiz . i just hope you forgive me and be my friend again . i know you are back with him and im back with my ttm and hes now my bf . so last long with alfi .
take care DeeAlfi .

4th august 2009

2009-08-04T17:51:00.001+08:00

went for interview at 3 . they called me yest . so i went today . it was a quick interview . asking me this and that . so they said in 1 or 2 days they will CALL me saying whether i get the job or not . ala . kalao dah kai word CALL . can forget about it . stupid . tmr im going interview at funan pastamania . i will just apply . see which job call me first . rather than waiting like an idiot , its better i go for other interview first . wei it been 8 mth i been sitting at home . bored to death you know . and i really miss sch . and i miss bf . nk letak pic ni blogger lak uat hal . ade2 je lah . so fed up . btw to MUSLIMS , fasting is coming fast . so cpt2 beli baju raye . haha . bf wants to buy white baju kurung . me , baju kurung too , no kebaya for me . i prefer baju kurung . baju kebaya mcm nk tunjuk babats aje . haha . no offence eh gerls . tapi kalao my sister wear , mmg POWER lah . shes my sister wad . shes pretty , cute , adorable . my sister lah . haha . kk . im crazy . i got nth to write anymore . actually have . tapi nnt tak stop lak . haha . tata .

2nd august 2009

2009-08-02T10:15:00.006+08:00

maxayunn

smile

i love him

just for him

at last i can put my pics . hmm . these pics , i think it was taken few days ago . i never thought i will patch with him back . yelah . i always think i will nvr get him back . i hope this time he wont go away anymore . hmm . meeting him tmr . when will i ever get a job . mayb i try starbucks . my friend ask me whether i wanna work at his work place . at bukit timah . so i msg him telling me n other friend want that job . he said he will ask his manager . i hope i can a job asap . it been 8 mths . im not working nor schling . how bored .

2009-08-01T20:08:00.000+08:00

hellow there bloggers . i wonder whats wrong with blogger nowdays . i wanted to pic but i cant , seeing my friends can put but i cant . someone help me please . what should i do ? hmm . i came my period in the morning . i hate those cramps . my hands were shivering . to those girls , you should know the feeling of cramp kan ? hmm . went to interview at cheers in the morning . at vista point . quite near to my place . i hope they call me . mon im going to orchard central for walk in interview again . im not tired doing all this as long i get the job . hmm . i ask dearest to ask his work place whether got vacancy , and he said just now , i mean when he reply my msg , they said for now they dont want . after national day then they will see . i hope by that time i got job alrdy . it been 8mths im sitting at home . if you were me , you would be bored to death ryte ? with no money . no schling .

2009-07-24T21:50:00.003+08:00

new pics of me again . wink*

2009-07-23T10:12:00.011+08:00

since i got nth to do , i just edit his pic . i will show him when im meeting him . now im really very hungry . my mum havent came back from work . mayb later i will cook hotdogs .

2009-07-23T08:18:00.003+08:00

we are back together again . yest . meeting him today . going to have fun .

2009-07-23T08:00:00.001+08:00

2009-07-23T06:55:00.001+08:00

hellow guys and girls . idk what happen to my posting . i mean the new post . so messy . i wanted to pic but there was no icon showing to put the pic . aiyoo . i wanted to put the edit pic of fahamin . he said woah . really nice . he like it . btw im back with him . at last , my wish came true . thank god . hmm . im going for interview today , watson and pastamania . i hope i get the either two jobs or both also can . as long i can earn money . he going to teman me to interview . wee . cant wait to mit bie .

2009-07-17T10:01:00.004+08:00

helow there ppl . yesterday was a great day . i had fun with zaidy . he was suppose to go to work . but he was lazy . hehe . sorry zaidy . then we meet under my blk . around 8 plus i think . mayb some of you is still sleeping . am i right ? hmm . he followed me pick me up my lil brother . after that he went home and i followed him but didnt go to his house , i told him i went to my auntie house . when me and him took our pics at jrg east mrt , one of the cleaner look at us like we did something wrg . wth ? is it wrong to take pics at the mrt station . weird la tu cleaner . nk kate giler tak giler . takkan org giler diorang nk suruh uat keje kan . hmm . when i reach at my auntie house , i was so tired . because walking under the sun , and when i reach , i knock on my auntie house about 5 times . i think she didnt hear . and i can hear she still talking on the phone . haha . mami2 . i wanted to go lib with my cousin , but she had napfa test . hmm . so i just went to my auntie house , when i go to my cousin room , i sleep . so tired leh . she reach home around 5 plus . so let her rest . then we do our silly things . haha . taking pics lah . ape lagi kan . i only had two . coz mostly we took pictures by her phone . i love my dearest cousing . btw do we look alike ? plz comment aite ?

new pictures

2009-07-17T08:49:00.007+08:00

im not sleeping . i was looking down :)

This is what i do , when im bored and yesterday i did enjoy my day with zaidy .

2009-07-14T09:08:00.004+08:00

inside macdonald

outside neighbour house :)

Theses picture was taken yesterday when i was suppose to meet fahamin . but something bad happen . when i just took the train and the next stop is sembawang , he msg me , asking can we just meet up at my area . i was like , wth . then i drop at sembawang and call him coz my prepaid have not top up yet . and yeah , i call him . i tell him that "org da naek mrt aru nk msg . and he said " mane lah i tao " . hehe . hearing his voice my heart melt . haha . stop it eh ayuni . he used to be my ttm . but i still loving him eventhough we have not been together for a few mths . hmm . so meet him at admiralty around 1.30 . when i was finding for him , he was there eating ice cream . hehe . so cute ! his friends know how he eat ice cream . so messy . i mean not so messy lah . hes big alrdy but still eating like small kid but i still love him . yeah . so we sit there , then he saw my phone . i thought he new i have changed my phone but i was wrong . he too changed his phone . its a bit small . sony ericsson . i miss all the tyme spending with him together . soon i will have the tymes back . its been a long tyme i didnt disturb him . so i start tickling him , and he hold my hand to stop from disturbing him . i was hoping he will hold my hand for a long time but he just hold to stop me from disturbing him . but nvm . but someday he will hold my hand again .

i miss school :(

2009-07-13T08:43:00.005+08:00

us girls in student hub :)

me wearing ite uniform . miss wearing it .

hey there readers . i miss sch so much . im taking higher nitec next yr . mayb in ite dover ? but not the course i want . so i think i will take wireless technology or mechatronics engineering ? its better than taking nitec again . cant wait to go to sch again . hehe . 5 more mths to register . hehe . hoping to meet new friends . and btw i miss my ite classmate especially to those i hang around in sch .

8th July 2009

2009-07-08T16:07:00.003+08:00

at ljs waiting for food :)

i didnt update my blog for a few weeks . its not im lazy . i dont know what to update . mayb a lil bit lazy . haha . yesterday was a fun day for me . meet safwan ard 11.30 at mrt . suppose to meet at 11 . hehe . i tot he reach alrdy , but i was wrong . when i reach , he reach mrt a few mins later . hmm . then we went off to ite bishan . he wanted to take his cert . he ask me whether can wear slipper . i said of cause lah . we are not schling . while walking outside sch , apeas saw me and he told his gang . especially fahamin . hehe . when he saw me , he was smiling , the usual and i was there smiling at him as if it was my first time meeting him . malu2 kucing konon . haha . after that went to canteen , as usual buy chicken drumlet 4 pieces . while me and safwan walk through the canteen , some of the bishan students were looking at both of us . tak pernah nampak org kai aju jln masuk skola korang ke ? jakun nah . ish2 . after that me and safwan went separate ways , coz i told him im going orchard meeting my frend from tagged . his is zaidy aka nike freak . haha . that what he is . he have nike pants , shoes and so on . first we went to town , far east then marina then suntec and then esplanade . but mostly we went to nike shoes . mayb im going to follow him again coz mayb today he will get his pay by today . so i will update again .

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2009-06-21T09:32:00.003+08:00

to my deares cousin , sorry i upload this pic . hee

lagi pon , i love this pic . hee .
hmm . yest meet rizal from tagged .
i went out at 4 plus but reach there around 6 plus going 7 .
haha . you will be wondering why i reach there so late .
i was lost . hee .
luckily i top up my prepaid alrdy , if not idk what to do .
i took 969 and went to tampines .
after i reach tamp , i took bus no 3 .
i was supposed to drop at the bustop near pasir ris mrt ,
but i didnt . hah .
i tot it will stop at the interchange .
stupid me . and the bus when a long way ,
i tot it will turn back
but when it reach the expressway ,
i was scared alrdy . hee .
tu lah . pandai sgt kan tknk turun .
while rizal talk to me on the phone ,
he was laughing .
da besar2 pon masih tak pandai .
yelah i stay north , while i meet him at pasir ris .
how should i know ?
i not so familiar with that place .
hmm .
but now i know alrdy . after that ,
we went to downtown east .
jln2 . but nothing to do .
so we went to pasir ris park . it was at 7 plus .
then lpk2 situ , skali got this guy cme .
it was rizal cousin .
then i tell rizal , i saw his cousin and friends at ehub .
but he didnt saw .
mane tak jln nonong je .
hmm . then he ask his cousin for rokok .
padahal dier ade .
hmm . ape lagi nk ckp eh . then at 9 we go home .
nk g interchange je take 30 mins .
beh reach admiralty ard 11 .
wah . so late seh .
so tired . what to do kan . thats lyfe .
i mayb working in office at tamp .
as data entry clerk .
i hope i get uh .

2009-06-10T15:05:00.004+08:00

saw my cheeks ? hee . (:

new pic updated ! hee . (:

i didnt update coz nothing fun happened . But bad things happen to me .

And yest was a bad day to me , i dont want to explain here . i might cry anytime . haiz . i wish bf was here , but he didnt know about this problem , its not that i dont want to tell him , im afraid he might get angry for doing stupid stuff . never think first before doing anytime . hmm . mayb i will tell him sooner . sooner or later he will know . i feel so scared rite now . dont know what to do . i need to work . i hope aieda work place got vacancy .

2009-06-05T11:44:00.000+08:00

them (:

my nephew , a lil bro to my niece . muhd amir haziq .

my niece . nur amirah qistina !

me (:

inside the bus . (:

my dearest adk sedare ! nadira !

my lil bro , cousins and auntie .

them again !

A trip to CAMERON and KL .

2009-06-05T08:28:00.001+08:00

hellow there . just came back from KL . so tiring . and my bag was SUPERB heavy . aiyoo . aku da kurus . tulang bleh patah anytime . haha . so back to the story . i love CAMERON , especially the weather . it was cold . how i wish singapore was like that . hehe . hmm . we took the bus at 10.30 then reach cameron ard 8 plus in the morning . we cant eat properly coz of the weather , not used to the weather . then waiting for the guide to come , we sit in the bus , talking with my lil cousins .
actually im lazy to talk about it . so sorry guys . coz im still tired .

the pictures will tell you the story aites ? i will update the photos soon !

2009-05-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to meet bf today , but he got something on . he was fed up . i know he miss me too much and im going KL today . saper tak marah kan ? we were supposed to meet at 8 today , to go for jogging . but because he was too tired , so i told him yest to rest . then we mit only at noon . but then he tell me , he was fed up . i ask him why , and he said he need to help carry things . For what i dont know cause i didnt ask him . mayb help his auntie or what . but then i ask him to cool down , then he said he cant cause he havent meet me for 1 week and im going to KL tonight somemore . i know how he feel . i also miss him .

what to do . but dont worry bie , when i come back from KL we can meet aite ?

what a boring day

2009-05-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

you see that photo above ?

someone say , that pictures show that the face cant be bother . haha .

sampai hati dier ckp gitu . haha . i know how to posing alrdy . thats why i lazy to take photos . hmm . i dont know what to post . i just remember about my graduation day on 20 may , just before my bdae . i was alone seh . yifang registered but didnt come on that day . and i was the third one to go up the stage and need to smile to the camera . haiyoo . everyone looking at us . i was so scared you know . and the stupidiest thing is , i tot i was late . when i reach there , i look at the schedule , register at 2 , the whole thing start at 3 . haiyoo . make me scared only . ok la . i will update again , after i came back from KL .

AYUNIwithlove

my comp now da SEMBUH / HEALTHY

2009-05-27T09:41:00.001+08:00

hey there bloggers ..

its been a long time i didnt update . i wanted to go my friends house , but i was too lazy to go . theres alot of housework to do . its like im a wife now . haha . i cook , clean .. all that a housewife do . hmm . i miss sch and i miss bf ! im going KL soon . yeah ! 5 days im going there . i will be leaving on sun . so when i come back from KL i will update the pics . aite ? i heard from someone saying there is no such thing as bestfriend between girls and guys . they will end up loving each other . and that happpened to me ! right now . i just love him as a close friend , but didnt mean to make him love me . haiyoo . i know i been the one who cheer him up . but its not my fault . and its not his fault . its his gf fault . if his gf nvr flirt with other guys and try to change , would he love me ? and this guy have accept her apology , and he is still patient after that girl do , not once but twice . haiyoo . cant you stick with one ? if making friends is ntg wrong , but must u flirt ard ? STUPID !

2009-02-26T10:54:00.000+08:00

didnt update my blog for few days . nothing to write uh . hmm . im having my exam for the last yr paper which i didnt take . hope i can do well . then after that i can go to higher nitec . this is my only chance to go higher nitec . if not .. im going to repeat my nitec . such a waste if i dont do well hmm . next week is my 1mth with him . he only shows that he loves me .. when we meet up . when online he only chat with me when he do not play game . he rarely msg me or kol me . im the one who always kol him or msg him . im afraid i might fall for another guy . haiz . i want this relationship to last long . but with him treating me like that .. how are we going to last long ?

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2009-02-16T10:13:00.000+08:00

i was suppose to celebrate with my boyfie but instead i celebrate with my bestie . Its not that i dont want to celebrate with him,he msg me last min saying he cant meet me coz he got no money.he dont like to meet me if he dont have money.he just scared that im hungry or thirsty during our meeting,so i understand . But celebrating with a friend was not bad either . i did enjoy with my friend . he gave my a small flower like lollipop but its ok . ppl say usually say the thoughts that count rite ? hmm . we did enjoy our day . we went to marina first . we didnt go shopping . we just walk around the marina there . at night we went to watch the show at esplanade perform by methilda . the singapore idol contestant . her voice was superb . my friend ask me why she didnt win . well i told him mayb she didnt win coz the audience vote . we went home around 8 plus .
and last he give a tissue rose . haha . how sweet .

2009-02-12T10:25:00.000+08:00

as usual . nth to do . everyday is the same day . do the same thing . mayb this coming sat im going out with bby . hmm . mayb only . if he's tired,i let him rest . it doesnt matter if i didnt get to meet him on sat . theres other day . Valentine day .. im sure everyone been talking about it even nadd .. i guess so . haha . ala .. for me valentine day is nth la . its like normal day . spending time with your love one . everyday is valentine day . hmm . mayb to me it is not important coz i been single every year on valentine day . so celebrating it is a wasting time . hmm . i missing him alot la .

2009-02-07T07:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a tiring day . i meet my bby at 4 plus almost 5 . i meet him at hougang . we were suppose to go ubi . but was cancel . coz he went to the bank late . haiyoo . he wanted to take out some money from the bank for his motor license . in then end,we just stay at his area . its fine with me . stay with him until 10.15 . coz we waiting his mother to come back from work . he needs money for bus fare as he want to send me back . but he can only send me at wdl . coz the last bus was at 1139 . i scared that there will be no bus . and he has nowhere to go . so i ask him to send me at the interchange only . He's face really look alike like my ex . haha . well .. theres alot of similar faces in the world . am i right ? hmm . i only get to meet him once in a while . coz we both stay far from each other . i stay in admiralty while he in hougang . but i dont mind going there . its not like always im going there . i missing my bby so much .